Another round of cervadil. Awesome.

For the first time, I am officially frustrated. I've been promised a long induction, and I've got one. The nurses, midwives, and doctors act like this is status quo, but I'm on to them. Each time they expect more progress than I'm showing and are cheering when I have an increase in pain. And to some extent, so am I.

It's a weird and backwards world I'm living in. Chasing the pain. Doing as little as possible. Opening my legs for everyone with a hospital badge.